new hobby to juggle

i've been slacking off on blogging. dave told me i better get with the program since i always complain about other people not updating their blogs. i've found a new hobby - baking. i loooove baking. tonight i made little brownie bites - they look like little brownie muffins, but they're only about 1/2 inch tall and 1 inch in diameter. so cute. last night i hosted a mary kay 'skin care class' and made a pizza for dave and ellen and isaiah ahead of time. of the three people who came, three of them had not had dinner and gobbled it all up (after dave and ellen). and they all were amazed at how good it was. i was so proud. i've been in a bit of a state of shock lately, wondering how in the world it is possible to get everything accomplished that is on my list day to day. and these are all things i want to do - not just things i can conveniently procrastinate away. I can not figure it out. I was talking to a friend tonight and she randomly mentioned something along the same line - although granted she is in way deeper than me as she already has four children and is expecting another. She said she's learned its not about how much she can balance, but how much she can juggle. I think that might be the way to approach it all - I know other people have mentioned similar ideas to me, but somehow this clicked in my head. Well, sorta clicked. I guess I still want everything to be checked off my list and to do the things I've been dreaming about (like a new quilt, and all those things I want to try baking, renting movies, reading books, taking naps, cleaning up the yard, ...the list goes on and on) but i also realize they're not all going to happen in the same week. or even in the same month.