Wednesday, November 30, 2005
i looked up the site of the place where i'll probably go (if i go) and they seem very impressive as far as professionalism and cleanliness. i think its the same place i went to get the top of my ear pierced several years ago when i was in oregon for the summer working at a camp.
anyway, they recommend not being pierced when you are pregnant or nursing, so i'll probably wait a while. maybe over the summer or something.
special treat
i willingly and (almost) unashamedly admit that we bribe ellen. mostly to go to sleep quickly and quietly. the conversation generally goes something like this:
me: if you stay in your bed, and are quiet and you fall asleep... you can have.....?"
ellen: wait. i know. how bout......
and then she names something she'd like - usually gum or chocolate or ice cream or something you'd expect. for a while it was yard work - she loves to go looking for worms. but in the last few days, my poor child has become confused.
yesterday she asked for a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. a couple days ago she asked for bread and butter. poor, poor girl.
but she seems to be coming to her senses - today she remembered chocolate existed.
Sunday, November 27, 2005
nose piercing - update
i talked to my friend, julia, at church who has pretty much the exact piercing that i'm thinking about, and she offered to find out all the pertinent info and even to go with me if i do it. i'm leaning toward at this point, but i've decided to think about it for at least a week.
the cons are that i've never really pierced well, and i'd hate to have a big ol' bump on my nose. and sometimes the inside part can look like you've got boogers in your nose.
the pros are i'd be super cool.
hmmmm.....
Saturday, November 26, 2005
nose piercing
i think i might pierce my nose. a small tiny, barely there piercing on one side. amberlee has inspired me.
your thoughts?
Friday, November 25, 2005
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Monday, November 21, 2005




Sunday, November 20, 2005
tonight ellen and i made chocolate mint chip cookies. they're pretty tasty.
i didn't really realize what a clean freak i am when i cook - but that flour mess at the base of the kitchen aid was driving me nuts. i was having a hard time letting ellen help cause her version of cooking is a lot messier than mine.
also, as i post these pictures, i'm realizing that the last few pictures of ellen have all been big hair days - its starting to look like we never do the poor girls hair.



Friday, November 18, 2005
mouse in the house!
last night while dave was at school i saw a small cigar shaped mouse in our house!!! holy cow! i called dave when his class was over to tell him and he said he'd caught one a day or two earlier, so that means there is a mouse family! i am not pleased about this.
i hung up the phone and when i went into the hall a few minutes later i heard a loud, fast moving sound coming straight toward me! the lights were all off because isaiah has been sleeping in the living room so i could not see what it was. but i let out a muffled "crap!" and ran back in to my room to get the phone and call dave again. i decided i better see if i could find it because it was going straight toward isaiah and i didn't want any huge mouse nibbling my baby's toes. when i came out i saw a big smily dave face laughing hysterically. he had been in the driveway when we hung up and he snuck in the house and rolled a rubber ball toward me in the dark! that stinker.
(in my own defense i had thought it sounded like a ball - but with a mouse in the house who knew what was possible.)
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Sunday, November 13, 2005
budd family thanksgiving
so the budd family thanksgiving is going to be here at our house this year. i'm exited. i like doing this kinda thing. i'm also having fun trying to plan it all out and see how its going to work.
so far our menu includes ham (at dave's request) mashed potatoes, hawaiian rolls, martinelli's, pumpkin and apple pie. i think we need a few more dinner things like maybe a vegetable or too.
if you're a budd and you're going to be here i'd love for you to email me some of your ideas of what you'd love to eat.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
i just left ellen at the kitchen table eating her peanut butter and apple long enough to 'pat isaiah' (which really means nurse him for a few minutes, since he won't go to sleep by himself since he got sick a month or so ago). anyway it was all of about 2 minutes i was gone. when i came back ellen was fast asleep sitting upright in her chair at the table. seriously maybe 3 minutes. poor kid. musta been exhausted. (she was sick last night with a fever)
Friday, November 11, 2005
Thursday, November 10, 2005
today a friend called to tell me that another mutual friend was in a horrific car accident in which one of her three small children died and she is now in the icu with just about everything broken, including her skull. she's going to be in a body cast in traction for at least six weeks they think. her oldest daughter who was about 8 died. her two younger children, 5 and 2 are pretty much fine and home with grandparents.
i've never really processed emotions well - especially ones that involved tragedy and sadness. when my friend rachel died in elementary school, i think it was years before it hit me. Same with Grandpa Bob - several years later i started really missing him and feeling quite sad.
This, however, is rocking my world. i just saw her yesterday. her kid died. and she's in a hospital heavily sedated and her world is forever darker. what the heck. what do you do? i think the freakiest bit for me is that i can put myself in her situation much easier than i can put myself in the others.
i just can't even imagine what they're going through - what her husband is feeling, what her kids are feeling, what she's thinking about - how do you face the next day, how you talk to your kids, any of that.
flu
this last week has been up and down...on the up side we've moved isaiah into the living room to let him sleep in a room completely by himself and he's doing amazingly better - only waking up one to two times a night. whoa! that's huge.
and on the down ellen had the flu a couple nights ago, and last night i had it and today dave has it.
so i haven't blogged either because i'm so energized from sleep that i'm cleaning the house, or because i'm a sick dog.
Thursday, November 03, 2005
volleyball



